First Week Back At School - Ready For Battle Royale Already / RE Comment On Previous Post (Sorry This Is REALLY Long)
Thsi post is more random than any other post I've posted before so if you dont like the randomness of my other posts then train for this one.
Okay so in my journalism class we were asked to put posters up around the school, cause that's what we do. Not that I care I mean, Journalism means nothing to me. Anyway, it was a poster for LifeLine, suicide prevention hotline - for people who are considering suicide, who self harm or are in depression.
I stuck it directly beside my maths teacher's classroom door - cause I really think it's the best place for it I mean, people who've been enduring her for years might need the number - you know? For me it was naturally the first place I thought to stick it, I mean why not?
The main reason I don't want to be a Journalist is because apparently I am a "Talented" writer. I want a career that has nothing to do with writing. I was told to go for the big money and quite frankly I dont want to interview celebrities when I could be the one being interviewed.
Go for gold! (yay Team GB!) Naw that was random. But While I'm at it.
GO BARACK! (they want change! give them change!)
Seriously my friend and I sat and watched his speech in Denver whilst eating dinner instead of watching Will & Grace or indeed anything with a hot guy.
But he's not bad to look at though - seriously - he does a girl's heart good!
That is besides the point.
What is my point
My point is that my first week of school was...questionable.
I can't wait for Halloween hols.
It was like I was never away, like, what happened to the Summer - sorry "Summer" holidays? (We were flooded we had so much rain. We had 3 weeks worth of rain in one day. It's such a shite country I hate it.)
Teachers are the same. People are the same. Boring boring boring.
But Ayu's got a new song coming so I'm super excited about that!
The highlight of my month is "GREEN" by Ayu. Hey Becca! How sad is your life? I hear you all ask silently.
Anyway - the highlight of October however, besides my birthday, is that I shall be partying til 1 oclock in the morning on a school night effectively getting around 4-5 hours sleep
And why not?
To forget about school for one night is a gift really.
I really wish you could all truly experience my days at school so you could all understand me better.
Actually I take that back.
I wouldnt wish it upon anyone.
Okay so in reply to the comment left on my last post I completely understand what you're on about the whole shouting because they care thing.
Nice Tyra quote.
Anyway, naw I do agree, really, but... me and yelling... don't really gel that well.
I go into non-responsive mode when people yell at me.
My mind shuts down and I stare straight through their eyes into the wall behind them. Without blinking of course because it weirds them out.
Mainly because I am not good with emotions and feelings and things. Also I am really stubborn when it comes to help.
I've tried, and it's jus not happening.
I tried In >MATHS<
I just cannot do it.
I do end up figuring it out on my own, I prefer doing things by myself.
Funnily enough that was my very first sentence, only much less sophisticated.
"I do by myself" - which still rings true to this day.
I acknowledge and understand why teachers get annoyed but I don't care that they care about my future n crap.
That's for me to care about.
Of course I want a good future. I'll make it happen by myself.