Desperate for Help
I've been having many issues to the point where now I'm debating whether to continue learning this language or not. There's the issue of grammer, learning a number of Kanji plus readings, and time. Lately, I've been feeling so stupid about the whole thing. My skill when it comes to organization is piss poor at best. That and personal troubles are forcing me to consider continuing or not. My goal was to learn 100 Kanji a day. Now, I don't know if I can reach that.
Issue one is organization. Considering my limited resources, I rely mostly on the two games I'm playing on my DS to do the task of keeping track of the Kanji. However, time is a major issue in reviewing them. Also, I don't have the money to purchase books to practice this whole language so that's something I had to deal with.
Issue two is purpose. My original intent was to play games that had a bit of the Kanji plus Kana mixed in plus eventually moving into translation. However, translation is a time-consuming and arduous task in itself so my purpose has shift to now just simple reading which isn't too much to ask for.
Issue three is a personal issue I don't talk about much but for those who may read this, I'll tell you. I have a condition called Asperger's Disorder. Basically this whole article on Wikipedia sums it up: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Asperger_syndrome
I hope someone here can understand what's going on.